Saturday, July 22, 2006Nine Month Anniversary
Today is the nine month anniversary of Laurianne's death. It is hard to believe and from time to time still very unreal. Very often I relive that terrible saturday and sometimes if I hear an ambulance or firetruck I have flashbacks of that night. On other nights it almost seems like she is in New York and will call any moment. We feel fortunate that we have Calem and we see little things in him what we would see in Laurianne. I wil think extra about her today since it is a saturday today and burn a candle tonight .
by Jessica L. Gray
It seems as if yesterdayyou held out your handfor a walk in the parka play in the sandI know it was just last nightI tucked you in bedsaying our prayerswith a kiss on the headSometimes I wonder why you had to goBut the answer to this I already knowSo much suffering just can't goon I finally had realized what I knew all alongI had so much to sayI Love You's to tellI started to slipand I almost fellBut I kept on moving one day at a timeMy memories kept goingon and on I’m my mindThe day you were bornYour first big girl bikeI know you put these therefor me to keep in sightI know you are with meeach hour and minuteI feel you around meThere seems to be no limitSo my darling daughterI want you to knowI miss you and Thank Youfor helping me let you go
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