Saturday, July 22, 2006

Nine Month Anniversary

Today is the nine month anniversary of Laurianne's death. It is hard to believe and from time to time still very unreal. Very often I relive that terrible saturday and sometimes if I hear an ambulance or firetruck I have flashbacks of that night. On other nights it almost seems like she is in New York and will call any moment. We feel fortunate that we have Calem and we see little things in him what we would see in Laurianne. I wil think extra about her today since it is a saturday today and burn a candle tonight .

My Memories
by Jessica L. Gray

It seems as if yesterday

you held out your hand

for a walk in the park

a play in the sand

I know it was just last night

I tucked you in bed

saying our prayers

with a kiss on the head

Sometimes I wonder why you had to go

But the answer to this I already know

So much suffering just can't go

on I finally had realized what I knew all along

I had so much to say

I Love You's to tell

I started to slip

and I almost fell

But I kept on moving one day at a time

My memories kept going

on and on I’m my mind

The day you were born

Your first big girl bike

I know you put these there

for me to keep in sight

I know you are with me

each hour and minute

I feel you around me

There seems to be no limit

So my darling daughter

I want you to know

I miss you and Thank You

for helping me let you go

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